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 Someone said some very kind words to me this morning, she has no idea how happy that made me, it made me happy forever, because I didn't think she'd write me back, she knows I like her romantically, and I saw the same sadness in her eyes that are in mine, we're bonded in that way, and that's one of the many things that makes her attractive, and even though we chit-chat here and there, I didn't think she really knew I existed other than banal small talk, again, here and there, but she lit up my entire world with kindness this morning, and to me, it was beauty and all the things that I've felt like have left me or that isn't allowed for me to enjoy or even look at, even the prospects of friendship has been alien to me until now. I know it's silly, I just can't believe one small thing that is so simple and sincere, like words from someone beautiful and more importantly, how we both have two full hearts that beat the same way, with such fierceness and sincerity, it has made me happy forever, it really has. Today is a new day, thank you for this day.