Femily

 There are bells and chimes, silent rain falling, all the pretty things you like, all the beautiful things in the world, flowers on the ceiling, petals in the black water, people you lost and loved are all alive and breathing, everything is wonderful, it's perfect, it's how it should be, your brother, it will last forever, every dream is golden, there are animals everywhere and bugs, fungus and yes, maggots, a giant cross and no graves, no cars or anything bad, just a lake and snow in winter, a violin and your ditsy sister in the same home, your father reading, your mother and her plants, the garden, greenhouse and Melvin.