There are underwater lights at the dock, the lake can make you sleepy and sad, things are terrible for me right now to be honest, I have a heart full of murder, immoral lust and promises broken, people promise everything, and they lie, that's all people do is lie and hurt others, the whole world is like that, people speak, and it's not true, it's like dying embers of a fire in a fireplace that burns so slow, every day is different, people come and go, they live, and they die, and some of us are left here to stare at the ashes, it sucks, I am exhausted, I want to be under the ground too, I want to be under the water, it seems beautiful to me.