I'm tortured, this is suffering, this hurts, all of it, my rotten organs, my brother, my so-called schizophrenic rage and sister, my head shakes, my eyes are wild, I have no daylight, violent role-playing, don't love you, smooth skin and red eyes, wetness and silence, I am sick, mom and dad, Jen, my dog, you mean bastard, all the pets I've had and loved and lost, an infinite grief, it won't go away, my green lake and my blue mountains, all of it is killing me, it is killing me.