There are unpleasant thoughts that I should not share with my lips and eyes, a sad and ugly flower growing in paradise, evil monkeys look like moving puzzle pieces in the trees, an ant farm crawling with bugs and mischievous sunshine on a cold and cloudless day, a cobra lily that makes things presh, a coal-black rock path and garden of delight, I am unhappy, I am just very unhappy today. Things would be better if I were in a small wooden coffin with a cross on top, and to be put in the lake to sink, I want to sink into the dark green, almost black water, that's what I want, I don't want anyone to visit the only place where I can rest, no underwater kissing, you can't breathe underwater and that's where I want to be, under the water.