I won't apologize for being like Ahab. You will not follow me or be a groupie, I require life and death, you will follow me into Hell if need be, that's loyalty, do that and we shall see paradise together. If you revolt, I will kill us all, it's not madness, even though that's what it looks like. It's me, I burn with the light of the Creator, and I'll go where angels and demons will not go, you know this, I'll kill the sunlight, devour the darkness and if you aren't prepared for that, you should get away from me and get off my boat, God made me this way and God will heal me, God put me in this body with the wrong brain, that's how it is, it is not some other way, you can have anything, just not what you really want, ask if I am a monster, rather ask if monsters are in me. You see "her" and her only. She doesn't love you because she shared with you. She loves you because we have common enemies, her heroes aren't saints, they're killers, get in the boat.