You like pain and sadness, my tongue out, sick and I don't see daylight, my lungs, better not to breathe, the life, my open eyes, the light, my heart and its convulsions, my kidney and organs, my gall bladder removed, burnt esophagus, elevated pancreas and inflamed liver, my migraines, no way out, my psychiatric problems, I am very unwell, my heart is floored, no one holds my hand, I won't let them, how dare you even ask, how dare you speak.