Cowards

 She's very masculine in thought, a woman with a man's brain, she really does think like a man. I don't know what disorder it is, she doesn't want to be a boy, a tomboy, but she is. She wasn't raised like that, she was raised like a sickly doll, because that what she is. She doesn't steal, maybe sometimes, those sins have all been paid for, she's unhappy, she misses her brother, it should have been her and not him. Living with that hurts, you have no idea. Laugh all you want, fucking stab me, all you want, go ahead. I will make you care. You stab me, you stab me in the front so I'll know who did it, otherwise, fuck you, coward. Stab me in the front, at least give me that. Fucking cowards, full circle, fucking do it. 

That's the real me. Like it.