Drown

 Why can't people understand that it's not what they say with me, it's who says it. Don't be someone I trust or care about and lie or hurt me in some way, I'll never forgive you, there is no forgiveness, I wish it weren't like this but it is. Why did you have to do that. You shouldn't have done that. I drown in front of all you people, you don't even notice, it is finished, never spoken of again. 

And you mockers, water is taught by thirst.