I wish people understood. Even the silence I've been giving them is misinterpreted and misunderstood. I'm tired of explaining things, figure it out. Look how I am treated, people treat me like I don't matter, and then they want something, I always give, it doesn't matter, but everyone does that to me and they think I don't notice and I do. I notice everything, every detail, literally everything, I know before a word is spoken, I know how badly I will be treated before you even speak. Imagine that. Like I've said, if you only knew what you're hurting, you wouldn't.