Laugh. You should see it. Mock it, ridicule it, imitate it and try to humiliate it, break my arms, right and left, I whisper to all above, let me drown, break my bones, let me sink, throw stones, enjoy it, dolls, sharks everywhere, my unloved touch, the things I have said, kayaks and sailing, the balance of life is in the River Of Wailing.
Ruins, haunted barn, my horse farm, my patch of an orchard, my dog, my gun, blistering evil sun. All the birds, red and blue, speckled and flying in the mornings, my favorite numbers are 8 and 24, fancy marble floor, a vow and cruel disease, Dostoevsky, Gogol, Kafka and McCarthy, enjoy the books or throw them in the water, it doesn't matter.
It's ok, trust me, you don't know what you are trying to hurt, you don't know me, it's not your fault I can bleed, come see, a vine grows in a tree, the very mountains will crack open from sadness, the lakes will turn into dead roses, all eyes will close.
My lovers, by chance, your eyes on me, I prefer to be stabbed in the front, all of your friends can see. Real and imaginary, do what you want, save what you want, love what you want, my heart, hate what you want, hearts want what they want, everyone gets what they want.